Havent posted for such a long time... this morning, my dad came back from Dubai, and tonight, SJ flew off to Melbourne... really makes me wanna get started on uni immed... haha.
My friend's wedding is coming up very soon. I went broke getting the gown, bag, make ups and stuff. Everyone's moving on... i feel left behind...kind of. O well, i do miss my old life before everyone graduates anyway ..haha, but like a friend told me some time back, whatever i chose just move foward... makes alot of sense when i think more about it, u know, life goes on kinda thing...

I guess i'll just try to get a distinction in Gr8 piano so make all this time worth it. Something i've never accomplished before... that i find worth trying. Hope it doesnt end up like my Gr6 theory exams, i thought i remembered and knew everything better than the back of my hand but i didnt even get a merit at all even though i sincerely believe i only got a couple of questions wrong on the paper. Got this feeling that I wanna kill the person who marked my paper and ask 'what the hell went wrong?!!' heh heh... it REALLY would HELP alot if i could see what went wrong, but sadly i cant.. dunno y they have to be so stingy.
no i'm not conceited.... just thought i could do better.

Okay.
I've finally sorted out my stuff already.
No more weird stuff should be coming out of me anymore.
No more looking for jobs then being a bastard after it calls back.
No more looking for jobs at all (for now).

First and foremost:
Prioritize my piano and just grad from my piano already... should be next year.
Reason: My piano playing skills basically (and literally) sucks and i know it all. So if i dont pratice, I would'nt ever be able to grad from grade8 even after 100 years.

Next:
Actually start officially taking Jap class during this time too, and learn till a decent level of Japanese before going to Jap.
Reason: A rojak kind of jap learning process wouldnt get me anywhere, without a tour guide, while visiting Japan. Yes, and i would be working for a while before i go, not now but in somewhere in future. i might even decide to go only after i completed uni, but things would be easier if i'm already equipped with a decent range of japanese lang, read or write, before deciding anything.

Last:
Search for and enrol in a University overseas after i completed the above.
Reason: well, 90% chance i'm going overseas to study. I have a rough idea what i want to pursue already, all that's left is decide on one and search for the uni. I wont really care how long i'll take to complete the above but hopefully by end of next year. I dont want to leave things half done and quit. Plus i said i wanna go walk around japan and even catch a concert in there, so i'm going to go sight-see japan and catch a concert there whether it's next year or 5 years later. Period.

I think i'm(will) actually lagging behind others who decide to pursue futher studies, and i think i'm about the only one who didnt take any job after graduation. HAHAHA.

It bothers me abit(more than abit actually), but i should just go at my own pace...right?

-Misc-
O yeah. below's my rough sketch of Aoi from the Gazette, cleaned up a little with photoshop. I did it when i felt realllllly seriously stressed out and frustrated by FYP to get my mind off things, so it isnt very good and i think it dont look quite like him.
I would love comments for improvement.
Thanks.
No Flaming please.

Catsss!!!There's so many around my bf's living estate. We would specially buy cat food for some of the cats sometimes. There's this cute 'lil stray cat we started feeding recently, it's pretty skinny, with a 3 colored fur, brown, black and yellow(i think). Yesterday..or sometime there, we fed the cat with a small can of cat food but it seemed really hungry as it kept staring at the biscuit i was eating even after it polished off EVERY SINGLE bit of food from the can. It's eyes just kept following the biscuit wherever it went. It's so adorable! Then today we decided to get it a bigger can of food but it couldnt finish the food in the end...Anyways we scratched it and play with it a little before deciding to remove the leftovers and give to some other strays, but guess what? That cat jumped up immed when my bf tried to take the food and it started EATING again...=_=" Anyways the cat didnt eat for long, so there's still lots of leftovers...then it wanted us to scratch it more before it sleeps. We then let the 4 stray kittens + their mother cat living nearby have the leftovers, and it's actually enough for them all... not so sure about the mother cat though, since it's the last to eat.
I tried to take pics of those cute fellas but my phone camera's not good, everything came out pixel lated as i have to use the night mode and zoom to avoid frighting the cats.
OMG I so love cats... they're so damn cute lor, not just cats, i love hamsters, dogs, and basically most animals. Those animals abusing people should just.....die.