Slept damn late yesterday..today can barely wake up...even when max called to say my taobao stuffies reached liao, i still can half zzz half talk to him...and YAY i'm damn happy about it..think that's why i can remember the convo~...only properly woke when cheryl's already at the lift of my hse =.=...anyway, shes also quite stoney, coz apparently she slept late too~
so we stoned a while in my room before we went to bake cookies~! we baked conflake cookies, which turned out quite good, and the process was soooooo much faster than making butter cookies~... i think i'll just bake conflake cookies when i want to eat liao~ dun nid go buy liao~ ^^ kekeke~
then then then.... i received a message from cindy she says 'just to let u know, we have enough manpower..., from june onwards we dun nid yr service thanks for your help...'....summarise it in 2 words ' YOU'RE FIRED'.
WHAT THE HECK LAR... I KNEW IT..THAT AUNTY HATES ME...i dunno whether to feel happy or sad...i didnt really like kumon tt much, so i was planning to leave if i can find sth better, but on the other hand, if i cant find anything else then i'll only have kumon as my source of $$'

A few reasons i came up with ..to why i kena kicked out...
a) i talk too much
b) i scribbled bad stuff about kumon in jap on my 'homework' and the auntie saw it (apparently she might understand it too)
c) i am too bo chap about the kids
d) i suck damn badly at teaching
e) when a kid tells me 'i hate kumon' and i answered 'dun worry, we ALL hate it..just put up with it until u go home'...then she must have overheard
f) i am always late
g) i drew on the erasers and fold frogs with those 'happy card' when i grow damn bored
h) they really dont nid anymore people liao

Oops.. i think ....the answer is ALL OF THE ABOVE nia~...>.< but cant be sure...since...my other friends dere oso do SOME of the things......
Anyway, when i went for my other work at a restaurant today... this is what happened
cindy: tml u coming rite?
me: yea
(pause)
cindy: can u work on monday?
me: yea
(pause)
(cindy looks at some planner)
cindy: can u come work on wed, thurs, friday, sat and sunday too?
me: o.O er...yea................thurs and friday prob not free though...

LOL...god's will? i get fired at one job and the other increases...
and yah...both kumon and the other job's got some one called cindy...except one's fat and one's thin
anyway~ i'm quite tired... work today sapped alot of energy from me...>.<

23may was coscon... Went to meet up wif timo early in the morning for work~ late again coz we didnt know how to get to UE2 from bugis...then about 2++ we ended work, i got timo to STOP working...and he kept saying he felt damn bad about asking to leave early >.<. Met paul and his cousin and set off to Suntec for the convention.
There wasnt much stuff to see in the convention...quite squeezy and quite disappointing... whats up wif all the audition competition? no offence but i find that really really really boring and uninteresting...furthermore, no mac lappys for me to check out. so we walked one round about the convention then, went out. We went Pizza hut for our ultra late lunch, timo looked really in a sour mood, but i think he got better after his cousin came and joined us for that pizza lunch~... long time no eat pizza liao, tastes nice...but quite filling nia~.
After that, went back to the convention, i met up wif my friends...and...SAW JESUKE ZOMG. I <3 her mukuro....>.< damn shuai~

I wanted to do mukuro or chrome last time der...but now see her mukuro liao...T_T...NO MORE CONFIDENCE...dun wan fight wif her, she wins hands down...>.< Not that i have anything against her... i'm her FAN.
anyway, i <3 her kaname and howl too~
now...if only she was a guy...XD...

Janice pushed me over to her, and told her 'camwhore wif her with your handphone, and post it on your blog later' LOL... she did take a pic wif me but i doubt she'll post it...i looked like crap shit lor... tired and sleepy and never put make up at all...

some pics...mostly kapo from the sgcafe der..

Domo!! so cute~ XD



HAHAHAHAHA.... i dunno what char is this but...looks like mcdonald's brother? XD




Kanda @ coscon~
I luv this one out of all tt i see b4 in SG...




Jesuke as mukuro at coscon!!!
Damn cool~..




this pic not coscon der
it's jesu's photoshoot as mukuro~
DAMN SHUAI~ <3
y isnt she a guy? >.<

DEAD tired... i had an entire 7hrs of sleep but i'm still sleepy...and to top it off, i am still not used to sleeping in this roomT_T...i want my old room back!!!!!!!!!
Anyway, latest updates~
-Sun-
Went out to celebrate Joanne's birthday in advance!!! I woke late, at 12pm...we were supposed to meet at 12 at east coast park's mac so i ended up 2hrs late T_T...and guess what? I'm not the latest !!! LOL...Jo, Jeff and Nick was there alr, then i reached, followed by Timo, collins and Kit who brought the bday cake for jo ...then we waited for kelwin. While waiting, jo kept wanting the eat the cake and she just pluck off one of the cookies on top of the cake and bit it o.O... then the rest of us were like, "JO!! we havent even lit the candles yet!!!' so she put that half bitten piece of cookie back to the top of the cake >.< ...and ended up taking it away and took another bite XD... so we just let her have her cookie and tried to cover the lost cookie part with the 'happybirthday' sign. DAMN funny...The cake was already 'sweating' when Kelwin finally arrived....AND we finally get to sing the bday gal her bday song...BUT she went to cut the cake while we were halfway singing LOLS...Too steammed from the heat alr~ i guess XD.
After tt we went cycling...only Jo and Jeff bladed... nick and timo use a double cyclist bike..(dunno what's tt called) coz timo CANT cycle. Hell i've not cycled for like, 5 years... i think. so my legs dieded and i felt the impact fully when i'm working in the restaurant later >.< ouch. It was a really fun day...had a blast... and did/seen lots of retarded stuff i havent seen for like..damn long..XD.



Jo scratching 'Jo the rocker' on the cake XD



(JO THE ROCKER)!!! (blurred coz my phone cam sux)
Can u tell where's the missing cookie? XD



DAMNeD uneven cut up cake...LOLS...shouldnt hav handed her the knife when we were still singing the bday song....




-Mon-
Woke up late...but not late enough to be late...but i ended up meeting paul and timo for work late anyway ...and worst of all... it rained =.= ....then we took the bloody bus 32 which almost froze me into a giant chunk of ice coz it took a damned 1hr OVER to reach UE2...u noe, i was drenched coz of the bloody rain even though i had an umbrella. WE could have taken the train and reached half an hr early if we took the train u noes >.<...spent an agonising 6 whole hrs dere marking kiddo's papers nonstop...was really tired and hungry after the whole thing ends at 830pm...i was telling paul tt we're like the little match-selling gal except we ARENT selling match stick...we're marking kiddo's paper which never seem to finish. After tt we went to eat at burger king...wanted to eat at pizza hut initially but...GAH ...it was closed. To think that we actually walked from bugis to suntec for THAT lols.

Damn tired...tiredd...later still got to go work somemore. WHEN WILL MY TAOBAO ITEMS REACH NIA~

Today went work LATE again ...go to kumon again...but not much stuff to do dere so ended up playing with origami and paper froggie for about half of the time with timo...then the auntie came over at about 630pm and let us go off although we were supposed to end at 7pm >.< i think it was timo who said tt coz we were playing with paper froggie too much till she want to come to SHOO us away LOL.
After tt me,timo,paul and paul's friend went to Park mall's sakae sushi for dinner...we ate the dinner buffet which is like, $20 for each... not tt bad..since i gobbled down quite alot~ was pretty hungry nia~...that sakae is actually not that crowded.. maybe coz it's quite secluded bah...anyway... we get 2mochis and 2 ice-cream strawberry mochis for dessert ... i tot it was only limited to 2 dessert per person..but we had 4 each ...soo....>.< whee? XD
Anyway, Jo came over then we met up with Jeff at plaza sing for.......WOLVERINE!!!!
it was a nice show...>< but the starting seems kinda...abit too long nia~..i heard star treks was nicer..i wanna try tt too...and..and...GUGU THE CAT zomg..until now still havent watched>.<...the cat so damn cute...


WE were bored...so we actually went to stack the plates according to the color >.<
and YESH we ate over 30++ plates~ not counting dessert >.<

T______________________T
I may not b able to continue on to my jap int3 ...coz they have a damned 1 week break after the int2 exam...but..oh wells...i can still take jlpt4 after i returned as a private candidate ^^...woots~!
Next week's my final final int2 test...i SHOULD really study alr..if not i keep getting crappy results like 72/100...u think its high? it isnt...coz... only 7 lessons worth of things to study...and.....i....got ....i think the lowest in the class >.<
I realised i always always have tonnes of stupid careless mistakes happening during tests..eg: re-write the SAME kanji as what they wrote when we're supposed to translate it to hiragana...T_T
I nid to make yuna's earrings + necklace...i just realised she has 3 earrings..>.< tt's still alright..make-able but... NECKLACE? kill me pls...I dont want to go some jewellery shop and ask them customise coz i have feeling it'll take damn long and it'll burn a giant hole in my pocket unnecessarily... someone pls pls gimme some idea how to make nia~ or i'll hav to resort to cardboards WHICH i dun really want.


The long one is damn obvious but hidden by her hair...there's 2 more~
>.<


The necklace...>.< any idea how to make?

HEEY... finally finally got a jobbie!!! AND SURPRISINGLY TIMO ACTUALLY IS WORKING TOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! LOL!!!
XD Tuesday was the 1st day at work~...it's nothing that great actually...just marking the homework for a bunch of brats and doing some bit of tutoring. It's an OK job, provided that IF they r well behaved~. Paul brought timo and me over...that place...was so damn close to my old hse XD. working hrs? not too long...pay? normal... but i confirm wont get more than 500 this mth. The best part of this job is, like paul called it 'freelance job'...so i can actually choose to work alot or not so much~...making it waaayy easier to plan for cosplay events, outings...bla bla...
anyway, since i couldnt sleep, i wanna list out those stuff i want/need to get~ including the stuffies for cosplay AGAIN...except that these, i actually nid to spent $$ on...so i'm putting my budget~ >.<

A NEW HANDPHONE(trade in bahzz)- 200??
A mp3 - $100(cheapo 1 will do)
A psp - $250??? ( if getting this i'll skip my mp3)
Camera - $250
luggage - $150?? (enuff???)
Winter Coat - $150????(shld b enuff)

~cosplay~
*Shugo Chara - Hoshina Utau*
-short blonde wig with 2 long ponytail clip ons - $70
-long black socks - $15


*Air Gear - Kaito*
-white singlet - $5 (i want the budget ones)

*Final Fantasy X - Yuna*
-yuna's wand materials - $30
-shoes (one that can b used for kaito & kaname)- $60

*Kingdom Hearts - Kairi*
-reddish wig shoulder length long - $70 (maybe get locally...)
-shoe cover - $30
-costume - $100


Ehhhhtoooo..... total amt i'll need would be...$1480???
WHERE ON EARTH WILL THIS MUCH POP OUT ARH?!
nvm i'll get the more impt ones 1st... =.=

*warning-not for the anti-emo ppl*

500am, and I still couldn’t fall asleep. I never really posted all I wanted to, all those feelings which I wanted to say through the past month, the past weeks…and instead let them get bottled up and die silently alongside time like how I used to deal with all the bad/sad stuff in the past. I don’t really want a few certain someone to know about this…but I don’t care much anymore…. coz now, I keep thinking…thinking…of you. I guess the sadness never really will fade away, although now, I can go to those places, I was afraid to even see, those with many many memories of you.

I’m pouring them out …almost all that I felt that period of time…I can vaguely remember some, but I nid to just bare them all out…at least, as much as I can.

It’s funny how I never knew how deep my feelings can grow in such a short time, its also funny how I never thought I’ll feel so low, so much yearning and sadness even though the hours we spent together is so little, it’s pitiful. I still remember thinking ‘will I ever get past this and move on? Will I even move on at all??’

That day, when I realized the answer instinctively, subconsciously, I should have left. It’s really the funniest how I could ever ever have to get over this before its even over. I wanted to be strong, I wanted to think clearly and choose the best way out, but those irritating feelings kept clouding over. Ended up I didn’t see what I really should do immediately right after I realized the truth subconsciously. I kept denying. Ended up I couldn’t get over this on my own, and had some really really great support from someone. Ended up wondering if I did anything wrong or was it your problem.

I have generally got past the worst. Looking back, I’ll admit I’m an idiot …for not realizing immediately even when the answer was staring at me right in the face. Yes, indeed, you are busy with your new life. Indeed, you are living at an inconvenient distance…….but…the answer was damn obvious.

I’m emo? I think too much? Why do I cry? I throw these questions back to you, and you’ll never ever be able to feel the answers 100%, being the way you are.

Even now, I believe you wont see this. I bet you cant even remember the link of my blog…coz u cant even be bothered…and that’s y I posted.

...and 70% more of my stuff to deal with....most of the furnitures are in place liao~ left 2 drawers liddat~ 1 nid to wait for my brother to clear, the other i wan go look~ XD.
Tonight is the 1st night i'm spending in this 'new' room~... i still keep wanting to go to my old room sia~ haiz nid to get used to this room..hi room, yoroshiku ne~.

Anyway, today went Ehub, met ligen....played arcade a while and realised max is a genius at Jubeat...T^T ..then met up with zoey, slacked about a while...then she have to go work liaos~...OH sth funny happened~ i still cant stop laughing when i think about it... Ligen and I were on our way back to find zoey after getting her some tidbits from NTUC, then got this chinese guy tourist and his daughter came and asked for the swimming pool...The whole conversation was in chinese

Tourist: Excuse me, do u know where's the swimming pool?
Ligen: er....at....at...*ponders awhile*
Ligen: *turns and look at the tourist* ...where is the swimming pool?
Tourist: o.O

LOL........... so funny...although i do know what liggy meant lar..coz the tourist could mean wild wild wet, but could oso be the other one (i dunno where) but...zomg..LOL.

Remember my 2nd last post before this?
Yay!!! paid the agent for my taobao items today liao!! and just nice~ i got a place for a jobbie today!! whee~!! XD...friday start work liao~ >.<
THAT IDIOT CALLED AND SAY DUN WAN LIAO...
they wan give the place to perm part timer
i shall go emo and grow a situ farm T^T

Just read the news article on it online...
http://www.sgclub.com/singapore/h1n1_flu_oubreak_160030.html
Yar...I've nothing better to do than this lols~...anyway the thermometers are getting SOLD OUT in pratically every shop in the world, including schools. WTH??? Dont most ppl already have their themometers during tt period when SARS hit? it's only like, 5-6years ago..=.=" I still have my thermometers and the batteries arent even dead after so long....zomg.
I'm waking up with alot of sneezing lately.... no i'm not sick...more like the dust from my house increased coz of the 'renovation work' lols.

Yay!!! paid the agent for my taobao items today liao!! and just nice~ i got a place for a jobbie today!! whee~!! XD...friday start work liao~ >.<
Today dinner went Ikea to eat!! i missed their poached salmon >.<...damn nice hehe~
and...I ATE ANOTHER CHEESECAKE!! lols hurray for the chance but boo for the fats..
Yest went out accompany liggy make his passport... 1st time see someone kena forgotten by the counters LOL... the number jumped from ***5 to ***7 ( i dun remember exactly the no)...his no was ***6...it TOTALLY MISSED OUT HIS NUMBER LOR HAHAHAHAHAHA....damn funny~
anyway.. what i wanted to do is update my cosplay to-buy-list~

Here goes~

*Shugo Chara - Hoshina Utau*
-short blonde wig with 2 long ponytail clip ons
-black shoes ( very court shoes like)
-long black socks
-dress costume

*Air Gear - Kaito*
-long silver wig

-white singlet
-black jacket

-blue jeans
-similar belt
-black shoes


*Final Fantasy X - Yuna*
-cut hair!
-yuna's wand
-shoes(or shoe cover)
-costume


*Kingdom Hearts - Kairi*
-reddish wig shoulder length long
-keyblade
-shoes(or shoe cover)
-costume

now shld be easier for me to see what i lack~ XD