Goodbyes are just too painful.
Recently there's so many goodbye i gotta say, so many friends leaving my side physically.
To my friends in Sg
To my friends that left from melb after graduation
Yea, they're still around but all at the other end of the world, at least thats how i feel like.
Today, just said goodbye to the two friend i spent most of my happiest memory with in melbourne, and feeling pretty darn low about it. Not cuz i'll not see her again, but cuz the time and days spent together like this has ended, and never ever will return again. True, i'll see them again, spend time with them but in no way will it ever be like this again. I'm so emo, and i couldnt sleep this feeling away even after i took a nap after they went off. In fact, the feeling of emptiness just amplified. Being the only one in this giant bungalow certainly doesnt help, especially when memories are everywhere in the house.
Today i also did a self confirmation to myself about a feeling, yes, a friend is drifting away...probably because he/she found some new friends whom he/she prefers to be with more. Double emos.
"Loneliness, your silent whisper, fills a river of tears through the night
Memory, you never let me cry, and you, you never said goodbye"
