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Tuesday, February 28, 2012

There are so much things going on in my life right now, been so busy for this period of time after I graduated. Its not a holiday but it feels like one. It's a period of time for me to prepare to step into the working world.
Byebye life, hello slavery.
Lol..kidding...but i really do feel like that =w=
so whatever.
Dont care cuz I believe no one actually reads my blog anymore..haha

Lately, I've been cosplaying like crazy .... with this friend of mine...She's lucky to have just grad from o levels, waiting to enter tertiary studies...NOT graduated from being a student and entering work. So envious....haizzzz. Anyway, cosplaying has it's ups and down...Its been really great and fun, but disappointments and unhappiness also comes together with it as a package. For instance, cosplaying with friends, fooling around like a retard and taking nice photos, squealing over gd looking cosers nearby in events, the satisfaction of completing a fantastic costume and props after spending forever on it, successfully bringing the character to life, getting excited about meeting new friends...are all part of the good stuff... Dying in the hot sun, having no time to do anything else once you've started on a new cos, meeting braggy people who think they're all that, people who tried to use you as a means to get to know better cosers, ditching you after that and having your props or costumes turning out to be horrible after spending eons on it belongs to the down side.
I feel really really glad to have finally found this hobby which I really really love alot, I really strive to be better, always thinking of improving and yet, enjoying myself to the fullest. I am reluctant to face the reality that I soon, will no longer have the time to do these things I really love as I'll have to dedicate 5 days a week to (frankly speaking) something that I do not enjoy doing as much as this hobby of mine. I dont hate it, I like it...but just not as much as cosplaying. (ahhh if only I can make a living out of it.....)
Although cosplaying might come off as weird or freaky...or even embarrassing to some people, but I don't find it so. You really learn alot of things and heck....the kind of variety of people you meet at these events are REALLY REALLY wide. I wouldn't ever learn about certain traits/character, good or bad, of my friends if they weren't cosplaying.

I know right now I have to focus on making my portfolio for my future, but I just wish this dream would last longer, even by a little....but even I know, good things don't last forever.
Now, little by little ...I have to forget an awesome dream and slowly wake up to face the harsh reality of slaving for money to survive.

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