I've finally sorted out my stuff already.
No more weird stuff should be coming out of me anymore.
No more looking for jobs then being a bastard after it calls back.
No more looking for jobs at all (for now).
First and foremost:
Prioritize my piano and just grad from my piano already... should be next year.
Reason: My piano playing skills basically (and literally) sucks and i know it all. So if i dont pratice, I would'nt ever be able to grad from grade8 even after 100 years.
Next:
Actually start officially taking Jap class during this time too, and learn till a decent level of Japanese before going to Jap.
Reason: A rojak kind of jap learning process wouldnt get me anywhere, without a tour guide, while visiting Japan. Yes, and i would be working for a while before i go, not now but in somewhere in future. i might even decide to go only after i completed uni, but things would be easier if i'm already equipped with a decent range of japanese lang, read or write, before deciding anything.
Last:
Search for and enrol in a University overseas after i completed the above.
Reason: well, 90% chance i'm going overseas to study. I have a rough idea what i want to pursue already, all that's left is decide on one and search for the uni. I wont really care how long i'll take to complete the above but hopefully by end of next year. I dont want to leave things half done and quit. Plus i said i wanna go walk around japan and even catch a concert in there, so i'm going to go sight-see japan and catch a concert there whether it's next year or 5 years later. Period.
I think i'm(will) actually lagging behind others who decide to pursue futher studies, and i think i'm about the only one who didnt take any job after graduation. HAHAHA.
It bothers me abit(more than abit actually), but i should just go at my own pace...right?
-Misc-
O yeah. below's my rough sketch of Aoi from the Gazette, cleaned up a little with photoshop. I did it when i felt realllllly seriously stressed out and frustrated by FYP to get my mind off things, so it isnt very good and i think it dont look quite like him.
I would love comments for improvement.
Thanks.
No Flaming please.
